SPRiNG BREAK ??

i SORT OF FEEL LiKE THiS THiNG. i KNOW .. iT'S PRETTY UGLY. LATELY THOUGH, i CAN FEEL MY SELF-ESTEEM DROPPiNG. && FRANKLY i'M NOT SURE WHY. MAYBE iT'S JUST WHAT i'VE BEEN SURROUNDiNG MYSELF iN. BUT HOPEFULLY NOW WiTH SPRiNG BREAK HERE i CAN GET AWAY FROM SOME OF THAT AND JUST SPEND TiME W// PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY CARE ABOUT ME :)

i WiLL ((HOPEFULLY)) GET TO HANG OUT W// AUDREY, PLAY CATCH WiTH PHiLiP, HELP MY MOM GET THROUGH NOW WiTH THE WHOLE JOB SiTUATiON, FOCUS ON THE EASTER PROGRAM SUNDAY, GO RUN W// HAYLEY, GO SHOPPiNG, ACT RETARDED W// MY FRiENDS, AND MAYBE ACTUALLY GET//KEEP MY ROOM CLEAN FOR THE WHOLE WEEK. HA .. THAT'S A BiG MAYBE. TOO BAD WE'RE NOT GOiNG ON VACATION .. i NEED A VACATiON RiGHT ABOUT NOW. AWW .. AND POOR KOZY'S HAD SPRiNG BREAK LiKE TWO OR THREE WEEKS AGO. NOW THEY HAVE TO SiT iN SCHOOL, AND WONDER "JUST HOW MUCH FUN ARE THOSE AKRON PEOPLE HAViNG ??" HAH.

BUT THE BEST THiNG i CAN DO THiS UP AND COMiNG WEEK, iS GET BACK iNTO THE WORD. i'VE BEEN SORT OF WANDERiNG AWAY FROM THAT. i CAN USE THiS TiME TO GET CLOSER TO MY FATHER. THAT'S THE BEST THiNG i CAN DO .. :)

WELL, OF COURSE i'LL BE POSTiNG AGAiN VERY SOON. BUT RiGHT NOW i HAVE TO GO TAKE A SHOWER, STRAiGHTEN MY HAiR, GET DRESSED, AND GO SHOPPiNG FOR EASTER AT THE CRACK OF DAWN ((WELL iT SEEMS LiKE THE CRACK OF DAWN WHEN iT'S MY FiRST DAY OF S.B. AND i'M SUPPOSED TO BE SLEEPiNG iN)) ALL IN 40 MiNUTES .. WOW. YEA .. MOM, DON'T THiNK WE'LL BE LEAViNG @ 10 ..